Lost Girl

Had a pretty nice day:

• Woke up, got ready and breakfast-ed and went to meet a friend I’ve known since I was four for a walk round the shops, coffee and lots of chat! We’ve had our moments over the years and even though we’re not amazingly close anymore we still like to catch up and yeah, it was nice!
• Came back home (my nice mummy gave me a lift both ways so I didn’t have to park hahah) and then went out again with my mum. We went to visit two of my first cousins and their two children. Their second child was only five days old. I enjoyed my baby cuddle :) 
• Then Mum and I went over to a rather large M&S as she had an errand to run. We spent a little while wandering round the home section, ooohing and aaahing over things and may or may not have purchased some rather cute picnic ware ;) Mum was sold on the plates but also bought other items for me cos I thought they were cute. Appreciated! 
• We drove home and I’ve had a raaather chilled out evening. 

Hope anyone who has watched Eurovision enjoyed the show! I must admit I only watched a little…Swedish smorgassboard anyone?? 

Back from work! I have tomorrow off which should be nice because I’m a bit under the weather at the mo. Also I’m working Friday but not the weekend so I feel like I can have a lil break now and tomorrow is one step closer to another two days off! :) Hoping to feel better soon! I don’t have any special plans for tomorrow - I will just take the opportunity to relax a bit I guess depending on how I feel, maybe shop and of course catch up on emails! 

Hope everyone is having a great evening! 

p.s. Happy hump day Rosa ;) 

I have checked my weight for the past few mornings (seriously, why do this girl?!) It seems to have jumped up quickly since my efforts to increase my intake. Realistically, I have to keep calm and remind myself that a) I hadn’t weighed myself in a week or so before my increase, not that I conscientiously remember anyway and neither did I for the first few days) so I can’t be sure of EXACTLY how much. Secondly, some of this may just be water. Thirdly, this isn’t a huge amount anyway in the great scheme of things. Fourthly, do not worry over gaining and gaining and never stopping because you can not stop yet. Give it time and your metabolism will adjust once more as it did before. I hope. 

So I’m just going to sit with the feelings. I think what actually unsettled me was the fact I haven’t weighed this much for maybe 10 months or so? Not that it matters. Breathe and relax. 

In completely unrelated news, I managed to freak myself out so much last night about ‘someone’ lurking outside or breaking that I think I made myself feel sick (could have been that or a gory video my cousin posted). But yes, very worried. This morning now that it is light everything feels much brighter and I’m totally fine and happy on my own :)) 

Anyway, hope everyone is having a looovely Thursday! 

Lacey is back!!

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